Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Tech Museum in San Jose and City Beach in Fremont









I checked out the Tech Museum in San Jose and it's amazing how many interactive stuff they have out there. They also have lots of cool gadgets in the gift shop. I got a glow-in-the-dark constellation T-shirt with Einstein's face on it. Afterwards, we hanged out in Santana Row and walked the Rosicrucian garden. Then, we had dinner at CityBeach and spent the rest of the night playing a floor chess, shooting pool, indoor rockclimbing, volleyball, basketball, boche ball, and other fun stuff they have out there. This is definitely one of my favorite place in Fremont.



Wednesday, November 14, 2007

the Other Way

Last Sunday, I was listening to a song called "the Other Way". It reminds me of a saying that goes, "Don't look back, you're not going that way". It's true how painful memories linger and still affect and get the best of a person every now and then. It's mostly inner fears, maybe fear to make the same mistake again or just from over-analying things, which spiral into something ridiculous and makes you want to run at the first sign of trouble.

Yesterday, I wrote and delivered a Eulogy for our deceased FASEA president Maria Padua Fontanilla. It's funny how we share the same middle name. I thought that it will be hard to write a eulogy for someone I do not know that well. But, after hearing everyone else's Eulogy, I was glad that I had a chance to tell the world how good she is. I talked to some of her close friends while writing the Eulogy and that's how I learned that she was such a kind and generous woman who have helped many. I also realized how short and fragile life is and how we can be immortal through the memories we leave behind. When we do good to others, they will never forget that and at the same time, you please God for living your life according to His will. It's nice to have an "assurance" that whatever it is that's waiting for us afterlife, it will be a good one... Whether you call it Karma or Reincarnation, I know that every good things that we do will be rewarded both here on Earth and in Heaven.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

Rough November


Last week, I was at my friend's house in dowtown San Jose after watching Mason Jennings at the Blank Club. Then, Sunday morning, I was at Carmel and attended a mass at Mission San Carlos (the fourth Mission we've visited). Carmel-by-the-sea reminds me of one of Thomas Kinkade's paintings. I love the Cyprus trees, the tide pools, and the whole scenery at the 17-mile drive to Pacific Grove. The light house, Monarch Butterflies' Sanctuary, and the Lover's Point at Pacific Grove was awesome. Then, I had dinner at a sports-diner place called Britanica Arms in Monterey after walking the downtown shops and areas and checking out the Fisherman's Wharf. It was foggy and misty that night. I remember hearing the sea lions and the yachts but not really seeing them since even the lights are blurry from a distant.

This week has been a little rough for me. Our FASEA (http://www.geocities.com/jptablante/FASEA.html) president died early this week and I was not emotionally ready when it all happened. Then, my bike got stolen that night. Thursday, I got toxin-poisoning from a cold can of coffee that I had for lunch. It's so ironic how something that you like so much (ex: coffee) can hurt you real bad. I felt alone that night while I was in pain and having a fever. Can't call my mom because I don't want to worry her. My dad dropped by but he can't stay because of my step-mom. It's amazing how I was able to pull myself together the next day to go to work. Thank God I started throwing up that morning, and ofcourse, it's the coffee I saw and smelled in the puke. I threw up on a biohazard bag in one of the labs where no one is around to hear me. The third time I threw up was after the lunch time FASEA meeting and I think that did it. I still feel weak that Friday night but I thought that I owe it to myself to go out with some friends. Unfortunately, I didn't like the new crowd they brought but overall, it was a fun night.

Today, I went to Napa and Sonoma with couple of my friends. It was a little misty and foggy in the morning but it was so perfect, a much needed retreat. It felt like a 6-hour dawn. I was able to clear my head and feel strong. It's nice to breathe some fresh air at Napa. I wish I can take it home with me. On our way back, we stopped by Pinoy Pinay at Vallejo and met Jeffrey Quizon, Filipino celebrity and son of famous comedian, Dolphy.

Sunday, October 14, 2007

the END: Exotic Newcastle Disease virus (in human: lovelife)


I went to Bayanihan last Saturday and it was very timely to meet and hear from different organizations that are trying to help or make a difference in the community, especially in third world countries like the Philippines. It gets me thinking on why I should stop paying attention to heartaches and headaches from relationships and pour the love I have to give to those who really needs it. I'm really interested in the Gawad-Kalinga (Give Care) program, where you can volunteer your time to build homes for the poor and homeless. The communities they've built in the past are remarkable and they really changed the lives of many and gave people new hope and a new beginning.

Friday, October 12, 2007

Pinnacles National Monument: Paicenes, CA - April 2007


Sometime in April 2007, I went to check out the Talus Caves in Pinnacles National Monument at Paicines, CA. First stop was at a small, little town in Hollister to try to find San Andreas fault lines, which runs through that town. Didn't find any major ones and it's hard to tell the regular street pavement cracks from the earthquake cracks. One of the locals pointed us over to San Juan Bautista Mission to view the fault lines, which I visited on the way back from Pinnacles National Park. The park was amazing. I had to stoop down on my knees and crawl every now and then because the rocky caves and dark stairs are a little narrow at times. At the end of the cave is a beautiful lake where you can enjoy more view of the rock formations. The weather that day was really nice. I had a chance to hike the summit to get a glimpse of the Condors. They're so magnificent.

After visiting San Juan Bautista Mission, I stopped by one of my favorite places in San Jose - the Rosicrucian Egyptian Museum. Across the street is the Winchester Mystery House, which happened to be close for the day. It was fun people watching and checking out the shops and cafes at the Santana Row. Awesome!

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Sunday, September 16, 2007

ImpRoV Show


I was looking up for the "Best Dessert" list at the Guardian when I stumble upon the "Best First Date Show" and found out that there's an improv show Friday night at Fort Mason. I've been there couple of times to watch Word for Word or do crabbing at night with some friends. I got there early so, I had a chance to walk around and check out the sunset view of the Golden Gate bridge. They have several things going on that night, like the Wisdom Art Exhibit. The Green Restaurant have an awesome ambience, perfect place to dine if you want to catch a good view of the sunset and the Golden Gate Bridge. The improv show (improv.org) is called Spontaneous Broadway. They ask the audience to write down a title of an unwritten song. Then, they come up with a musical for that song. For example, someone wrote down Layover Sex and then, they come up with a musical called Flight Attendant. After about 10 songs, the audience were asked to vote for their favorite musical by 'investing' or writing the name of that musical on a fake check and putting a fake dollar amount on it. Then, they show the whole act. Flight Attendant won, of course. It was hilarious. I was laughing at least 75% of the time. It was a great show for $12/person. Awesome!

Grand Canyon / Skywalk trip plan for October


It's kind of weird how I met at least three people with the same birth date as me in the same year: Claire, Claudia, and Jasmine's baby. Anyway, the trip to Grand Canyon was awesome! Check out pictures I've taken at (http://www.friendster.com/jocelyn1979). I flew to Las Vegas on a Saturday (~1 hr) flight and spend the day in Vegas. I had to go on the New York New York Manhattan rollercoaster first thing in the morning because they're only open until noon on Saturdays. It was great! It was $12/ride but got a $4 off coupon and it was worth it. The ride was long enough and had at least two loops and couple of drops. I liked it a LOT! The rides at the Stratosphere's (X Scream and couple of others) are kind of expensive for me plus you have to pay to get up the tower, where they have the rides. Checked out the Bellagio's water show, watched the top-of-the-hour show at Caesar's palace, GameWorks, the new Wynn hotel, Madame Toussand's wax museum, Rainforest, etc. At night, there's the Excalibur's outdoor Pirate show. I was hoping we'll get to check out 55th floor's Ghostbar at Palms hotel and see Las Vegas' panoramic view at night but, didn't have the time. The girls at Coyote Ugly @ NY NY are hot, hot hot!

Next day, we stop by Hoover Dam on our way to West of Grand Canyon (~3 hrs drive). There's a 14-mile dirt road that we had to drive to get to Skywalk. We paid $75 for the tour package that includes walking the Skywalk (no cameras allowed), couple of shows, and a traditional meal. I think it's kinda expensive but, oh well. South Rim was ~ 5 hrs from West GC. We campled at Angel's Bright campground and hiked the Angel's Bright trail the following day. Unfortunately, we were not able to secure the campsite nor got a backcountry permit to camp on one of the campsites by the Colorado River so we have to do a roundtrip that same day. We had a good view of the river at Plateau Point but we didn't make it all the way to the river, maybe next time.

Sunday, September 2, 2007

iFLy @ iflysfbay.com ~ Union City, CA


Awesome Saturday! I've always wanted to skydive but, it's just too expensive. $185 is the cheapest I can find and it's normally between $250-300. And all you get is a 60-90 seconds drop and about 20 minutes air drift after you put up the parachute. I figured that it's better to first try ifly (indoor skydiving) just to see how it feels and maybe learn a thing or two before doing the real thing. And I was right, keeping yourself stable and well coordinated is not as easy as it looks. I can't keep myself in the middle of the wind tunnel. I was trying to hold the position together and balanced but there's just not enough time to make it work. I got my hands even but I can't see if my feet are even since I have to keep my chin up and my back arch. The wind is just pushing me everywhere and it's hard to maneuver when I'm wobbling and my feet and arms are not working together. Man, I wonder how it feels to be that stable. Overall, it was a great experience though. I met couple of skydivers who also work at Byron skydiving, which I've been eyeing for the last few months. They have a certification course that cost about $1500 but, you get to be a skydiving pro. It's a set of 8 programs. Then, once you're certified, each jump will cost between $20-40 depending on elevation. So, yeah, this can be an expensive hobby but, I think there's a way on cutting down the cost with a good network of people. Also, there's this man I met from Napa, Nerio, who is offering a pilot mentorship program (just have to share jetfuel cost) and maybe he can give me a cheaper lift someday...

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Rockclimbing at Mt. Diablo with the nieces

By the summit and at the Rock City in Mt. Diablo, there are places where you can take the children to try out some outdoor rockclimbing. They enjoyed it a lot and the summit has a great 360 view of the eastbay.

Tuesday, August 7, 2007

Autentica Comida Oaxaquena

After a Karaoke night at the Korean Town in downtown, LA we ate at the Restaurante Guelaguetza @ Normandie and 11th St.. Great ambiance and music. Their mole is to die for.

Filipino Town 5K Run, downtown LA


Monday, August 6, 2007

Sunday, August 5, 2007

Santa Barbara - Old Spanish Days Fiesta


Pismo Beach on the way to Santa Barbara

Thursday, August 2, 2007

It's in Giving that we Receive

When I was at UC Davis, I joined a couple of the Fil-Am groups: Pilipino Americans in Science and Engineering (PASE) and Filipino Association for Health Careers (FAHC). My emailbox is often cluttered up with newsletters and announcements. I'm always excited to check them out. But, I didn't stay with FAHC that long... must be their email greetings ~ "Welcome back to the Fall Quarter, FAHC'ers!" *uhhH. What did you call me?!#@!
I enjoyed the community service, the cultural nights, the booths we put up for campus events, etc. But, I've always felt that I'm not doing enough. I admire those people who really make an impact and raise awareness in the community. When I joined FASEA, I had a chance to meet some people who make real effort to be involved and to make a difference. It's nice to be reminded every now and then that every small thing counts. Charity is not just about giving money. There is so much that we can give or share ~ our smiles, our compassion, our understanding, our time... our knowledge, our skills, our heart... A troubled kid can use a simple hug and just a little of your time to listen to them talk. Sometimes, when I think about things that are wrong in this world, I become overwhelmed, feel discouraged, and I start to think about passing that responsibility of helping others to those who are more able ~ the rich, the famous, the powerful, the missionaries. But, how if they'll feel the same way? So, as Nike puts it, "Just Do It!" Besides, why not do good deeds when you benefit from it yourself. I remember how Phoebe in the TV show "Friends" actually regards giving as a selfish act because it's in giving that you find happiness, something that is priceless and not that easy to have (at least for some people). Also, at the end of the day, it's nice to think that you (at least tried) to do something good and that someone out there is thanking God for bringing you into their life.
A sight of good deed can be a contagious chain of reaction that inspires people to give and do more for others. Do you remember the movie Pay it Forward? How about the Liberty Mutual TV commercial ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oBKJ28QZTWE )? It's a simple accounting... every positive thing that you put up there can compound into something bigger. There's already too much negativities in this world, it's time that we balance those with a good heart.

Wednesday, August 1, 2007

at the Apple store...


At the Apple store, I spent a lot of time checking out the iBook features. So, I took a picture with the ibook cam and made an Andy Warhol portrait of myself... woohoo! Software's digital effects are really great!

Saturday, July 14, 2007

A visit from Susie


I met Susie Barbieri through Prof. Torres. We had dinner with Dr. Libby in Vallejo Friday night, where Dr. Libby entertained us with her amazing voice. She spent the night at my place and we chat the night away. She's from Korea and her husband works for AirFrance. That's how they get to travel around and send their kids to different countries. Man, I wish she's my mom. She's really fun to be around. She loves helping people and contributing to charity work. Anywayz, she gave me her business card and it's sooo fancy, with a detailed map at the back and all glistening. I think I'm going to visit her in Korea just so I can order these business cards for myself. So, nice! Also, she and her family will be moving back to France in a year ~ another reason why I should travel travel to Europe.
Found out about Arkiteknik designs, http://iavillatuya.com/stl-web/gallery/arkiteknik and the Bayanihan Community in SF. I think I'll check them out sometime. I really like their ethnic fashion portfolio... very unique and chic.

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Dad's Birthday and Retirement

26th year of service on on his 62nd birthday - most awaited retirement party! This year, my dad is officially in retirement... will probably start collecting his well-earned pension and benefits. No wonder he threw a big Birthday bash!

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

March 2007: Obama Rally at downtown Oakland

Everyone is looking forward for a change and that's what future-president Barack Obama is all about. He just has this power to motivate and bring hope, which is what the people can really use at this time. What we need is a new perspective and a new way of living. Gone with the old, rotten system and on to a new beginning.

Sunday, July 1, 2007

Joy of my Life


My life will not be as happy without my two nieces... seeing their eyes light up and watching them race towards you with arms flying in the air and with their big smiles! It just melts away all the day's troubles and all the bad stuff! That's why I always look forward to spending time with them and be a kid again* Yey! Free entrance to 'the Jungle' (with kids' admission, which I pay for... wait-a-minute ...)

My Nephew/Godson's Baptism 07-01-2007


My nephew, John Peter, is also my 3rd godchild. But, this is the first time that I have to go to a Parent/Godparent seminar. The seminar was 2 hours looonngg but, it's a good review of the Seven Sacraments (Baptism, Holy Eucharist, Reconcilliation, Confirmation, Matrimony, Holy Order, Anointing of the Sick) and a good reminder of the roles parents and god parents should have in the child's life.
The day of the baptism was a little stressful for me. We celebrated it at my place. I was thinking that my brothers will take care of the set-up. But, when I got home Sunday morning, my cousin John Paul was sitting in the front steps, keeping an eye on all these tray of foods that the caterer dropped off that morning. Then, we were at a rush trying to set-up the trays in the dining area ~ only to find out that they had a long table set-up at the garage. So, we have to bring everything downstairs, had to do some clean-up, buy some incense/candles to dilute the smell of the food, etc. I had to remind my brother 3x to pick up the cake from Goldilocks. Finally, it's 2PM and we're at the church. We were trying to find our reserved pew(s) but, didn't see it anywhere. After asking the priest and a nurse, we found out that my nephew is not on the list of babies to be baptised. So, I ask my brother, "Did you register for July 1st, 2008?" All we can do is laugh... Fortunately, the priest just added us in the list and go on with the ceremony. And oh! after the ceremony, there's this guy (Allan Tablante) and his wife who were intrigued that we might be all related, since we have the same last name. We exchanged info and thought about actually, working on that family tree. I've been planning to make one for my mom... maybe on my next trip to our province, Laguna, in the Philippines. My friend Kathy will get married on May 2008 and I'll be one of her bridesmaids. So, I'll definitely be back home May of next year.
The reception was great though! Alejandro was there and my friend Arvin & Buenda showed up... my cousin Vanessa and her husband Kevin with his brother also showed up. Then, there are my brothers' and sister-in-law's friends and co-workers. I was also surprised that Prof. Torres was able to come and join us. He lives near-by but, he was in an event in another city that day, too. I'm just happy that everyone is there ~ my brothers and their family, my cousin John Paul (Christopher is in a Summer Camp but, he called to say how sorry he was that he can't make it), and my favorite Uncle Virgil and Tita Christie. My mom joined us later that night, after I picked her up from her house in Pacheco. Then, it's endless Karaoke and eating all night! My tito Rick got too drank that he just won't pass the mic to anyone else. He just won't stop making speeches and singing (even Christmas songs)! I think we even got carried away with a Christmas song that we decided to lit up the Christmas tree .
I think that the only sad thing that day was the fact that my mom didn't want to be in the church and at the house while my dad and his new wife was there. The same situation happened before (during my house blessing). It really makes me sad that I have to yield on my dad's wish of bringing his new wife and because of that, not be able to have my mom around early on. The week of my house blessing, I really cried after finding out that my mom will not be there ~ not until my dad and my tita Chris (his new wife) leaves. That was really painful. And it did upset me that it have to happen again. But, honestly, I will never let it happen again in important occassions in my life (like my own wedding, my child's baptism, etc.). I do hope I will get married and have kids someday ...

Thursday, June 21, 2007

Dinner at The Consular Residence, 2270 Lake St. San Francisco


I went to the 109th Year Kalayaan 2007 (Philippine Independence Day) celebration at the War Memorial Bldg. (across San Francisco City Hall) last June and that's when I first met Cesar Torres. Everyone calls him Prof. Torres. He's one of the UP Los Banos Alumni who loves to voice out his patriotism to our homeland, Philippines. I initially heard about him through FASEA. The event was great! I met a lot of Filipino politicians and Chamber of Commerce representatives. I wasn't able to find the group that I'm suppose to sit with. Fortunately, I was able to join Fremont mayor Jose "Joe" Esteves and his wife Susan Esteves. They're really wonderful people. I'm thrilled to meet Daly City Mayor Michael Guingona, too! He's much cuter in person than on TV. I often tune in on his show "Citizen Pinoy" at ABS-CBN Filipino Channel. They give a lot of useful information on immigration issues that most immigrants and petitioners really needs. He's a lawyer, politician, and a public servant... and he's very friendly, too. Makes you want to aspire to really make a difference in other people's lives. That was the first time I've met and hear Consul General Rowena "Weng" Sanchez speak about issues close to everyone's heart ~ Veterans' rights and benefits, OFW's (Overseas Filipino Workers) contributions to Philippine's growth and economy, continues fight against poverty and justice, as well as raising concerns for giving back to the community.
Prof. Tores invited me to a farewell dinner for ConGen Sanchez, the day after the GranVia night. I have very little sleep that night but, I really want to be there. I was glad I made it, despite the traffic in the Bay Bridge. I was a little nervous, going by myself. I'm not sure what to expect. But, I was so thankful and a little surprised by the warm hospitality and enthusiasm from everyone showed. Most of the guests were UP Alumni and are also politicians. It was a great dinner. Watching the sunset by the bay while listening to them reminisce about their UP days. Must be nice to graduate from college in the Philippines and have this kind of bond with your collegues. They talk about current news and events in the Philippines. But, I wish there's more that we can do other than just to talk about those issues. Maybe one day I will finally find the opportunity I'm looking for ~ It really helps to hear them tackle those things though. It's a constant reminder that there are people out there who can really use your help, no matter how small you can give.

With Philippine Consul General Rowena Sanchez


The dinner with ConGen Sanchez is really eye-opening. I met a lot of interesting people around the bay area and from the Philippines, like Senatorial candidate Lito Pimentel. Davis Mayor Ruth Asmundson (http://www.cityofdavis.org/cmo/bio.cfm?id=9) was brought up in one of our conversations. She became Davis mayor in 2003, the year I graduated from UC Davis. Her husband Vigfus A. Asmundson, former Mayor of Davis and son of the UC Davis professor for whom Asmundson Hall is named, passed away year earlier. I think I'll go to one of her events in Davis to meet her one of these days. ConGen Sanchez mentioned about how she's also a member of the Filipina Women's Network (http://www.ffwn.org/index.htm) and how I will benefit from joining and attending their talks. It's a $100 yearly membership but, after checking out their website, I'm starting to think that it's so worth it.

Gran Via's aWesome niTe!

Cheers! This is a picture of LitZa, AJ, Lorena, y moi when my boyfriend's band (Grand Via) played at Poleng's in SF. AJ is one of the few new close friends I've made since I moved to Richmond. He's such a great, cool guy that you can always count on when you need someone to talk to or hang out with. Unfortunately, he works crazy hours on his job to keep up with his mortgage payments that he barely has time to meet people or find a nice girlfriend. I tried to hook him up a few times with some lady friends but didn't work out because he has to work on weekends (when he's supposed to be out on a date).

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

SmiLey Friends


Need a place for my new smiley friends...

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

"PoVerTy is tHe WoRsT foRm of VioLenCe" ~ Mahatma Ghandi


... and I thought that the "Last Supper" was for grown-ups only. I find this heartrending picture from Joey Velasco's "Hapag ng Pag-Asa (Table of Hope)" very moving because it emphasizes how helpless children really needs our guidance and support. Children are little angels sent from above to bring us joy and remind us of simplicity, innocense / purity, and child's play ~ the time when people and not money matters the most. To see the big and scary world through the eyes of these children send chills down my spine. In Guillermo del Toro's "Pan's Labyrinth", I really felt how poor children, like Ofelia (also Princess Moanna), yearns for that motherly love and care that each of us can easily share with them. From the mandrake root-baby that cures the mother's illness to Ofelia's baby brother, who would have been the next communist leader ~ the movie portrays a lot of metaphors and symbolism over the power that children have with the future. The future is in their hands and it's in how they are raised that we build tomorrow.

"Poverty is the worst form of violence", according to Mahatma Gandhi. It can destroy a person's soul and hope of living. It can turn even the purest of heart into a monstrous criminal when their only hope is to grip the knife by its sharps ("kapit-patalim", anyone care to explain?). Poverty cripples the citizens and the advancement of their economy. But, people don't really realize its deep impact on people's lives... and the children. Children are the number one victims of poverty. At a very young age, they are easily influenced by corrupt people who turns them into menace of the society. Without guidance and with desperate means to survive, they grow up to become criminals and we become their victims. Yes, it is a circle of life, which is the primarily reason why we have to care. I'm sure that a lot of people already heard about how third world countries are afflicted by too much poverty. But, does the message really sinks in? I don't think that anyone can feel it from the travel books they read or really see it from the news and the media, nor understand it from the discussions they hear in the radio. To actually EXPERIENCE the day to day living of these people is to gain the wisdom of understanding poverty. Acknowledging poverty is not enough. To experience is to understand why we should act on it, no matter how tiny our contribution maybe. It can even start with educating or teaching those who are "unaware". You can even start with your own children.

Education plays a major role in providing people with the tool that can make them choose the right leaders, make better decisions with their lifestyle, health, and their environment. People who lacks education tend to blame everything (the government, the rich people, etc.) instead of trying to find a solution. I wrote an entry on my other blogsite about raising good parents. This is not "the chicken or the egg" type of question. Our children will be the future parents in our society, who in turn will shape the future through their own children. We start mending the society from our own home. Ignorance is a bliss but, it will not save humanity. Education and responsible parenting should be the top priorities on every political platform.

Children of top developing countries are also becoming a big problem in our society. Drugs, obesity, poor self-image, teenage pregnancy, STD, alarming rates of school drop-outs and test performance, etc. Now, how do you deal with that? Maybe start by listening to Whitney Houston's "The Greatest Love of All". A priest once said during his homily that it's staying connected with this children, through communication and activities, that we can keep them straight. Every parents should be ready when they have children. Ideally, they should have enough time, money, and education of how they should take care of their children, before they should bring these innocent lives in this world. But, ofcourse, successful parenting is both a combination of luck and skills. I've met great parents who just happened to have bad kids because of certain aspects of their environment (in school, in the community, in the internet!). There will always be things that are beyond parents' control. I think that we should slowly try to teach children the concept of responsibility, sharing/generosity, good moral values, and skills at a young age. Keep them engage in various, productive activities. Keep all aspects of their personality healthy ~ mental, emotional, physical, and spiritual. Notice that there's no "financial" aspect to it. We can not spoil our children with toys, gifts, and money and expect them to grow up as descent people. Since they absorb information like a sponge, it's easier to shape them into great citizens when we start doing so at an early age. Maybe they will someday be the key in finding solutions to threats in humanity ~ violence, war, poverty, global warming... to name a few. Look up "humanity extinction" Wikipedia.com and you'll definitely get a wake-up call.
There's one good thing that I can think of about poverty, it brings people together. It forces them to unite. These people are probably too busy trying to survive hunger, diseases, deaths in their family, and all the everyday challenges in their lives that they probably don't have a concept of what we usually complain about in our everyday life ~ the traffic, our family problems, money, work problems, the weather, depression, etc. Do you see how tiny your problems are compared to theirs?

Theory of Relative-ity


I was looking up Avian Pathology News at my Alma Mater (UC Davis) when I ran across an article on a researcher, Dr. Nathaniel Tablante. It's amazing to find someone with the same last name as me, who may be a distant relative, who is also an alumni of UC Davis and who is also in the same field as me. I took up courses in Poultry and Raptors at UC Davis while doing my undergrad studies in Microbiology. There was a study I did in college on feather barbules and hooklets degradation. Those structures are really tough and lasts forever, just like human hair but stronger. Raptors amaze me so much that I enjoy visiting the Lindsay Wildlife Museum in Walnut Creek, CA every now and then to support wildlife rescue and to learn more. Most of the rescued animals are disabled but everyone can still see that they still have that fierceful spirit and strength.

The article on Dr. Tablante and Avian Flu caught my attention since Avian Flu remains an on-going global concern in Public Health. Being in Public Health myself, I admire and thank people who make contributions in protecting the public from what we eat- one of them being our feathery friends, the chickens.

The article on Dr. Nathaniel Tablante states that he is an associate professor, extension specialist, and Director of the Veterinary Medical Sciences Graduate Program on the VMRCVM's College Park campus, has recently been awarded the Bruce W. Calnek Applied Poultry Research Achievement Award. He was given an award by the American Association of Avian Pathologists (AAAP) for being a researcher whose outstanding professional contributions have resulted in a measurable impact on the control of important poultry diseases. Dr. Tablante was honored for the pioneering work he and his colleagues are doing in the development of an in-house composting method that is used to control the spread of infectious materials during disease outbreaks in broiler flocks. This work is especially important during an era when infectious diseases, like Avian Influenza, present such a threat to international health and well-being.

This innovative method was initially utilized during an Avian Influenza outbreak that occurred on the Delmarva Peninsula in 2004. Utilizing the in-house composting method developed by Tablante and his colleagues, the outbreak was contained to only three farms. Had it been necessary to transport the birds to landfills or other mass disposal facilities, the chance of further spread of the disease would have been significantly increased, according to Tablante.

Dr. Tablante is currently collaborating with George "Bud" Malone of the University of Delaware on a "National Training Program on Mass Euthanasia and Disposal Procedures for Catastrophic Poultry Disease Events," which combines Tablante's in-house composting procedure with an innovative depopulation method that Malone has developed. The program is designed to prepare the poultry industry, government officials, and extension agents to respond quickly and efficiently in cases of catastrophic disease or disaster. All of this is made possible by a three-year, five-million dollar education and outreach grant from the United States Department of Agriculture (USDA) secured by the University of Maryland.

Since May 2005, there have been over 30 training sessions nationwide and over 1800 poultry production personnel and federal and state emergency responders have participated in the training. In addition, Dr. Tablante has recently secured another USDA grant that will enable the researchers to expand the scope of the training module.

Dr. Tablante earned his degree in veterinary medicine in 1976 from the University of the Philippines. He received his first master's degree from the University of California-Davis in 1985 and his second master's degree from the University of Guelph in 1995. He is also a Diplomate of the American College of Poultry Veterinarians and has been with VMRCVM since 1997.

Another Tablante I found on the web is this amazing gallery from different places in the Philippines and beautiful models. Check out www.jaytablante.com or http://ver9.swirlcentral.com.

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Faces

Each time I put on some make-up, my nieces always have a grin on their faces because they knew that I'll doll them up with glitters & colors in their faces, too. But, this night is different... we just want to be barbarians and Amazons and celebrate Halloween a 'lil early. So, we put a ton of old make up on our face and roared the night away!

Saturday, May 12, 2007

My one and only mom - Happy Mother's Day!

We have a new addition to our family - my nephew, John Peter. I love his cute little face! My brother gets mad at me whenever I call him Mickey. You should see him smiLe, he looks like Mickey Mouse! Okay, stop it! Can't wait until he starts crawling, walking, and running and I'll have more kids to play with. Weee! Hey, don't get me wrong, I'm just a kid at heart.
I love my mom... sooO much! She's the sweetest and kindest person I'll ever have in my life. I don't think anyone can care and love me more than she does. She calls me just to say "God bless you" and "I love you". Sometimes, she tells me how bad she feels when she spends more of her time taking care of my older brothers' family and kids instead of taking care of me. So, she takes the bus to my house once or twice a week and buys me some good Filipino goodies and "Cinnabon" for late afternoon treats. I love seeing that Cinnabon box in my table when I go home because I know that she's there. Then, there are times when she thinks that I probably have too many bills and mortgage to pay that she keeps on giving me money and I end up saying, "MOM! I'm okay! You're the one who needs money for your retirement..."
I keep on telling her to just rest and relax when she stays at the house because that's the only time that she's free from cleaning or taking care of kids. But, she just won't listen. She always has the urge to clean every speck of dirt and move around the plants in the garden. A lot of my stuff gets shuffled around when she visits. Sometimes, I don't even know if I'm in my own house when I get home. But, I can't thank God enough for giving me my mom and my Kuya Dennis and all the people who care about me and make my life happier! Lord, please give them a longer and healthier life...

Wednesday, May 9, 2007

Matters of the heart

I feel the necessity to have a full control on both my heart and my brain. These are the trickiest and the most mysterious, spontaneous, involuntary entities that I often find myself struggling to deal with. They're a part of the battle within on top of the everyday reality that I have to face. My brain often knows what's logical and right but my heart is too stubborn and impatient to bear with the pain and other consequences of doing what is right.
For me, falling in love is the most difficult emotion because it involves another person or people and it's often entangled in a lot of negative emotions and experience such as jealousy, lust, and selfishness as well as adjusting to the other person's personality and making sacrifices. By the way, why did the deadly sins have to exist and be released from Pandora's box? Maybe, it's the name of these sins that made them exist and persist ~ pride, envy, gluttony, lust, anger, greed, and sloth. I wonder if they will slowly vanish if we rename them with positive virtues. How will you feel if you start calling Monday Friday? Perhaps, it will be like a placebo effect. It will great if we can reduce all the negativity in the world, if not make them disappear. However, I once read that it's the negative things that make you appreciate positive things the most. For example, it's loneliness that makes you appreciate happiness. Anyway, as I was saying, Love is the sweetest thing but it can also put you in misery. When there is another person involved, expect things to be unpredictable and no matter how simple you want your life to be, it will always be complicated. Being unique as everyone is, people will always have their own agenda and some will less likely to reciprocate and care or compromise. But you have to understand that love is a living element on its own. It also needs constant nurturing, discipline, change, communication - like a little child. It has needs and it has to grow.
They say that opposites attract. It's funny why your heart sometimes pick the wrong person to fall in-love with. Why do good guys end up with a bad partner? Why are there love triangles? Why can't we find and fall in-love with the right person who truly love us instead of wasting our time with the other person who doesn't even have a heart? Is it because we see it as a challenge or is it just an "infatuation" that makes some falls out-of-love as fast as they fell in-love?
Learning to discipline yourself with matters of the heart is a slow and difficult process. First, you need to have a separate life and space to grow. Never invest 100% of your self in a relationship. It shouldn't be an emotional investment that can crumble your world when things fall apart. You should always pursue what you want in your life and never lose your sense of independence. Do not rely as much on your partner for comfort, companionship, emotional support, happiness, etc. You can always have those by maintaining a big circle of family and friends and being an active part of their lives. Second, learn from your mistakes and communicate in order to resolve problems instead of letting them rot in a ball of grudge. Finally, if they happen to break your heart, don't be afraid to face the truth or to give another relationship a chance just because of fears and painful memories. If you're afraid of being dumped or cheated on, it won't help. It will only make it difficult to establish trust in your new relationship. Self-fulfilling prophecies tend to sabotage the relationship than fix it. Besides, if something is meant to happen, it will happen - no matter how hard you try to make things work. Why? Because that other person has a mind and set of hormones of their own and they'll use them as they please.
Finding happiness and being in-love is priceless. Live with less worries of what the future will bring and enjoy what is here and now. One of my goals is to really be the boss of me ~ to always be in full control of my thoughts and emotions. To take advantage of all the great things that love can bring - inspiration, joy, passion; and avoid the negative stuff - jealousy, anger, etc. This is definitely an achievement that can last a lifetime.

Tuesday, May 8, 2007

Stacks of Rocks

I've always been fascinated with rock formations, mostly those from volcanic eruptions. No wonder I easily fell in love with rock climbing. Rocks have their own uniqueness from texture, color, strength, composition, and where they can be found. I've always associated rocks/pebbles/stones with strength. Even "Narda" (Philippine 'Wonder Woman' character)have to swallow a piece of rock to transform into "Darna!". And what do they call diamond engagement rings? A giant piece of rock! Rock rocks! So, last Sunday, we were at Emeryville marina and decided to mess around with smaller pieces of rocks and play "Jenga" with it. Awesome! Can't believe I was able to pile them up that high... check out the base, too! Staring at that piece of art, I can't help appreciate the beauty a unison makes. That stack of rocks is definitely fragile but it looks amazing from a distance ~ the incredible balance and how each piece supports the other. No matter how much stress and pressure are placed by gravity and wind on those rocks at that moment, the beauty of it takes all those worries away. In reality, balance, unity, and harmony in our lives can definitely hush away any sorrow, pain, and other imperfections. Positivity will always radiate the most and bring enough light to overcome darkness/negativities.

Monday, May 7, 2007

What Drives you? Luck/Chances, Motivation/Inspiration, Passion, Courage... Love? Etc.

The more I think about the changes that's going on in my life, the more I tend to be scared of how things will turn out in the future. Everyday when I wake up, I just wanted to be a better person than I was the day before. It sounds simple but, usually it's the simplest things in life that's harder to accomplish. Example: a simple, happy, harmonious family surrounded by love and faith (no divorce, no ungrateful kids). It sounds cheezy, I know. Not everyone wants the same thing and even if you do, a 'change of heart' can happen anytime and re-shuffle your priorities and goals. At any second of everyday, we should keep an eye on those circumstances that may come our way and provide us with opportunities to make a difference (in our lives or to others). Sometimes, that's all it takes to bring your life into a different light.
I left behind a 9-year relationship with one thing in mind - I wanted a new life, be a better, more successful person, surround myself with more positivity, live life the way I should and because... I'm tired of the dead-end relationship. The story of my love life had always been the same~ Fall-in-love, be the ideal girlfriend, guy cheats, I still hold on until I just can't take it anymore. Then, finally have all the reasons to leave, guy tries to win you back, you start feeling sorry for him... but, it's too late. I'm really not the forgiving type. I forget but, I don't forgive. I don't hold grudge against people who did me wrong, I just don't let them back into my life. I'm an avid fan of sweet revenge. It's hard to be nice when you're hurting inside but, at the end... it's what make them realize that they might never find anyone else like you. The bottom line: it always pays to be a good person and it pays in different ways. Now that I've finally had the courage to leave my past relationship behind, I sometimes think that I should have just stayed and "enjoy the fruits of my labor". I've molded my ex-bf into a better man by making him change in order to rescue our relationship. His future gf should thank me for that. So, why should I leave now? Maybe I just really fell out-of-love with him or maybe, I'm walking in a different avenue ~ where he can't follow or be a part of. It's scary to change your life 180 degrees. To have new sets of friends with a completely different attitude and perspective in life, to set bigger goals, and try to shoot for the highest star. It's hard, specially when you feel alone in the process. It's hard to confide on people who do not know you well or just don't understand the reasons behind it all.
This morning, I read in the paper about this 75 year old lady who became the first "documented" African American woman in North Pole. Stories like that inspire me to just be bold and take the bull by the horn. Not to fear tomorrow, since it might not come. To make the most of everyday so I don't have to look back someday and have regrets. Sigh* I just really need to put more effort into materializing my plans and keeping them in sight.
There are times that I feel that I should be more proactive with choices I make and not pay as much attention to what other people think or try to make decisions that will please everyone, even at my own expense. I wanted to have more control on what I'm doing and actually have a structure or plan of where I'm heading. There are times that I try to juggle so many things at the same time because I think that I can be "superwoman" and that maybe I do better under more pressure and more work... but, you can never serve so many masters at the same time. Sooner or later, things will start to burn you out and drain off your energy. You'll never finish or be really good on at least one thing. So, focus and concentrate. Organize your thoughts and follow a plan, that should start your day on the right track. Love and care for yourself since you're stuck with it 'till the end. Share your life with the world and be open to experience what it have to offer.

Sunday, April 8, 2007

Our Garden

We have this small sideyard that's right enough to have a BBQ with friends but small enough that it requires very little maintenance. My mom helped me a lot with growing flowers and plants since she has the green thumb. I found some bouncy critters and some garden decors on sale at Joann's and they're so cute! I hang them to an old solid frame, which used to be a bunkbed ladder. It's so fun to watch them go crazy and bounce all over the place with their springy coils, especially when it's windy outside. It looks like they're jumping around and dancing around the plants.
The 70% off sale at JoAnn's Craft store gave me an excuse to finally get something for my mom's old metal arch. It's been sitting there alone for a long time and I know that it's going to take a while before I can grow long vines around it and yet, it might not be strong enough to support vines. So, for now, I got these long plastic swags to hang around it to make it look pretty. It really brightens up the space and makes it look more alive. I used a plastic chair to start hanging those flowery swags from the top of the arch. After I finished, the chair seems to look better in that corner so, I decided to leave it there. It looks more serene now than ever! Later on, I found a red barn-like birdhouse, which I sat on the green chair to complete that area.

... still trying to come up with a theme for my little garden. I have so many engraved, decorative rocks and pebbles. Some of them are in my bathroom. Hope this Zen stuff will fit in with the rest. I also found this really useful website that talks about landscaping on a small garden: http://www.the-landscape-design-site.com/smallgardens.html

It's so nice to chill in the garden after work and enjoy the long summer days. My roommates and I have been planning to have a BBQ party for months now. But, we always end up going to someone else's BBQ. Fortunately, I was able to throw a little party during a boxing fight (Pacquiao VS. Morales) one time and that was really fun!

Another thing I found is this colorful beaded lizard. It's about 1.5 feet in length and it looks really shiny when the sun hits it but, I can't find a perfect place for it to hang in my super white room! So, I'll probably keep on moving it around from wall-to-wall with a push pin until I find "the perfect spot" for it.